Terlanjur Cinta

waktu bergulir lambat
merantai langkah perjalanan kita
berjuta cerita terukir dalam
menjadi sebuah dilema

mengertikah engkau
perasaanku tak terhapuskan

malam menangis
tetes embun membasahi mata hatiku
mencoba bertahan di atas puing-puing
cinta yang tlah rapuh

apa yang ku genggam
tak mudah untuk aku lepaskan

aku terlanjur cinta kepadamu
dan tlah kuberikan seluruh hatiku
tapi mengapa baru kini kau pertanyakan cintaku

aku pun tak mengerti yang terjadi
apa salah dan kurang ku padamu
kini terlambat sudah untuk dipersalahkan
karna sekali cinta, aku tetap cinta

mencoba bertahan di atas puing-puing
cinta yang tlah rapuh

apa yang ku genggam
tak mudah untuk aku lepaskan

clueless

Have u been in a situation when u wish u could turn back the time? And u wish u could take back what you've said and done? Especially when you're not forgiven even after you apologize. Sigh! I never thought things could be this worst. If only I didn't say those words. :,(
Note to self, think before u talk. Lesson learnt.

Panicked

I can't believe I'm blogging at this time. It's not even 6am yet. I just couldn't go back to sleep. Suddenly I can feel this feeling I've never felt before. Suddenly my heart beats very fast, my whole body is shaking and I can almost hear the sound my blood rushing to every part of my body. I feel really scared. Are this feelings indicate good or bad signs. Is this normal for someone who is going to enter a new phase in their life?Again i'm scared. :,(

Astaghfirullah hal'azhim. Hasbunallahu Wani'malwakil

Dugaan

Ya Allah kau lapangkan lah hati ku. Jauhkan lah hamba mu daripada segala dugaan.